I got offline from talking to my best friend the other day. She told me point blank she hates me. After all I've done for her. She thinks I have everything she wants in life. That I am good at everything she could never be. That in itself kills me. She's going to lose that baby. She got drunk with a couple random guys with her son upstairs. She blacked out and he was laying in his crib for a long time due to her still being drunk the next day and being too lazy to get up and get a drink of water to sober herself up. A couple state reports have been made. That child is so precious. I don't understand what she's doing this to him. I don't understand why she's being this way. I don't think I ever will.
My brother can't even take full responsibility for his own kid. I'm not saying I'll be the perfect parent but I would do anything to get a stable place if I needed one for getting my own child. I would get in a shelter if I was homeless and had no leg to stand on. I wouldn't house hop and crash here and there.
Too young for children. So sad.
I'm blessed I've gone this long without being a parent.
Wow, I am out of the loop. I didn't know your brother had a child? Is this the same brother that I used to see all the time on the bus? I think it would be rude of me to say I'm "proud" of you, that you've gone this far without having a kid, because everyone has their own path to follow in life. I think it's more appropriate to say I am proud of you for knowing who YOU are and knowing what YOU want, and keeping your priorities straightened out despite all of the hap-hazards thrown your way. You're doing a great job of being yourself. I admire that. Don't let others get you down, keep it positive. You have a big heart! <3
ReplyDeleteThank you KT. Also yes that is the same brother. He had a child at the young age of 14. Babies having babies. :/
DeleteI do appreciate it so much. I wouldn't find it rude but I do see what you mean. That is key right there. To know and stick what you want in life. I love you and thank you. (:
You're very welcome!
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