More Raw Emotion.

‎"When I've finally opened up from this shell you'll see, right through my eyes, a better side of me."


Maybe I am lonely. I waited four months for someone. Than I came back to an empty nothing. I wasn't good enough it seemed.


Before those four months of emotional torture we locked lips. I couldn't comprehend the connection I felt. I wonder to this day if it was mutual.  I didn't just fuck you. I made love to you. Your lips gently kissed my forehead. Things seemed so natural and lovely between us. You than left for over a month after I went home and I barely spoke to you. It crushed my heart. You told me you had a lot going on. I just felt as though some other girl was more important than me somewhere. Usually with my self esteem that's the way my mind frame has been from being tossed aside so many times.


Last night we reconnected. Your vibe. Your connection....Way more intimate. I looked into your eyes and locked lips and made love with you again. I didn't want to leave. With all the hope in the world I hope you don't leave it like that again. I have so much love I want to give to someone. If you'll allow it than there wont be a miserable ending. You'll probably never read this but I mean that with my heart and soul. I love the way you view the world with your vintage things and loving smile. You're amazing.